Spiritual Awakening Blog Posts

My goal here is to help more people awaken to what’s going on right now … which is a spiritual and psychological war of global proportions. Although I’ve shared four months ago that humanity has already won the war against the dark agenda (also known as the New World Order, Agenda 21), and that what remains are smaller, local battles and “shaking the dust off ourselves,” the majority of people are still clueless as to what’s really going on.

I’ve been on the path of spiritual awakening for a long time, since the year 2000, ever since a crisis affecting every important area of my life shook my world. Over the next several years, I connected deeply to my “higher self,” kept track of the principles and practices that were critical for awakening and enlightenment, and wrote two books about my experiences. The first was a spiritual awakening memoir published early 2008. Then in November 2009 I published a PDF that later became my second book, titled The Spiritual Awakening Process: Coming Out of the Darkness and Into the Light.

Well, my work and message didn’t catch on. Maybe because it went against popular new age ideas at the time that once December 21, 2012 rolled around, we’d have a wonderful and spontaneous “Golden Age.” Maybe because I claimed that practices such as positive thinking, forgiveness, and guided meditations would not be enough to get us there. Maybe because I said that, on the contrary, creating this Golden Age would be one of the hardest things we’d ever do.

From personal experience I knew that all the positive thinking in the world would fall flat in bringing about the Golden Age that so many desired. Rather, it would be the deep, raw personal crises and crude, rude awakenings that would force people to question the mainstream narrative, seek deeper truths, and attempt to make some sense of it by seeking the guidance of their “higher self,” their direct connection to God.

Plus, from personal experience I had a hunch that the Creator would not cheat anyone out of the incredible experience of the spiritual awakening process … Of discovering who you are and what you’re truly capable of … Of becoming the master of your life—even when times got tough. (Which you can take as good news, or bad news.)

Spiritual awakening was messy, involved pain, and was hard work. It’s not surprising that my message didn’t catch on, though I tried for years, wrote hundreds of articles, and posted them on the internet and my blog.

2020: Year of the Lockdown, or Perfect Vision?

But now in 2020 we can no longer ignore what’s happening in our world. On March 11, when it was announced that the USA was in a lockdown, I had been working at a small company for several months. I came home that day, thinking the reason for the lockdown was bull crap. I did not believe the virus was the real reason; they had tried the virus nonsense before. The virus is a hoax, said my intuition. What’s happening is something more sinister, a grab for power, a take-over.

The following months, with time on my hands, I began many hours of online research, trying to figure out what was really going on. I already knew in my bones that the nefarious NWO would not be. In fact, more than 12 years ago when I published my first book, What Everyone Believed: A memoir of intuition and awakening, I had declared in that book that the NWO (as was being planned, back then, by the Bushes) would never be. Why? Because it was not part of the Divine Plan for humanity.

Before publishing my book, I remember going over it several times, trying to make sure the fullness of my message was in it and anything that didn’t belong was taken out. I worried about bringing up the NWO because my book wasn’t about politics. In fact, I was a Green Party member. I believed both democrats and republicans were captured and compromised. But the chapter with the new world order message insisted on being there.

Anyway, in my book, I had placed Dick Cheney in a police lineup, and had then-president George W. Bush as one of the “people in high places who were waking up humanity from their ages-long sleep.” I also emphasized the importance of never giving up freedom for security.

Regarding the NWO, the following is an excerpt from my book:

“The new world order isn’t something that can be imposed from the outside. Order can’t be legislated or commanded into being, and that’s not how it’s been ordained in the divine design. The struggles and chaos in the outer world today merely reflect what’s happening inside many individuals. You can’t have outer order where there’s struggle and confusion within. When there’s no longer any struggle inside, there won’t be any struggle outside. Only then will a new world order arise.

“Therefore, a new world order begins with having order in your own self first. It’s an inner, individual thing that will grow and become outwardly apparent once more and more individuals participate in their own spiritual evolution.”

This is a long way of saying that the top-down, government-imposed new world order that was being secretly planned would never be. I also had chosen not to put “new world order” in caps. I didn’t want to grant it even that much recognition.

I did not mention the 9/11 event in my book. The morning I first heard of the twin towers being attacked my intuition said, “It’s an inside job.” I “knew” there were agents within our own government who planned that disaster; it was a planned event. Communicating my insight to others, I discovered soon enough my view wasn’t widely shared.

I’m going to share what I learned in my months of research, but first I want to share that there are really two categories of Awakening.

The Two Types of Awakening

1. Awakening to the truth of what’s been happening on this planet … because much of what we’ve been taught, much of what we’ve been hearing on the news, are lies.
2. A spiritual awakening that involves strengthening your relationship with your higher self (your direct connection to God) by following through with your inner guidance and discovering your contribution to the Great Awakening.

I guess you can call it outer-world awakening vs. inner-world awakening. Although interconnected, they are separate areas of focus with different practices and actions.

My work has focused mainly on #2 above, one’s spiritual awakening. However, I’ve also been interested in #1. This is why the last several months since the lockdown I searched deeper into #1, because I didn’t believe for one minute the narrative on the TV news. For many hundreds of hours I searched to find answers, to make more sense of what is really going on. And I want to share that what I discovered changed my mind about President Donald J. Trump!

Before I go there, I want to share something else, and explain where I’m coming from. As I said, I’m Green Party, and believe both political parties are corrupt. I often vote third party. And I voted third party in the 2016 presidential election. But something unusual happened when I found out who won the 2016 presidency.

A Surprise on Election Night 2016

I remember walking into the house that November night of the election. In those days I was not very emotional. Except for my younger daughter who had just started her first year of college nearby and my older daughter who lived near LA I didn’t have a whole lot to be thrilled about. I was mainly concerned with earning a living so I could pay my bills and keep promoting my message to the world somehow. Even though doing so felt like dragging through mud.

Anyway, as I walked into the house my housemate shouted to me from her upstairs bedroom that Trump had won. Suddenly, my heart defrosted and I felt this subtle, but joyful feeling in my core, right next to my heart. The feeling was totally unexpected, and it got my attention. As if it were a sign from the Universe.

I considered myself the queen of “signs from the Universe” and had written about these special kinds of signs and synchronicities. My first “signs from the Universe” article was published back in August 2008. Anyway: change is good, was my sentiment on election night. And I predicted lots of learning opportunities for the public.

Getting back to the present, the end of August 2020: After spending hundreds of hours of research, reading articles and watching investigative videos into what’s going on, here’s what I believe is happening …

We are Currently in World War III

We are in WWIII, which has so far manifested mainly as a spiritual war, a war for control of our minds. The corona-virus pandemic is a last-ditch effort by the behind-the-scenes globalist ruling cabal / deep state (that I’ll call vampires, because that’s what they are) to take down the United States and install a horrific and oppressive one world government / new world order. (How long we’ve been in this war, I’m unsure. Perhaps ever since WWII.)

Fortunately, and in the nick of time, the plandemic was hijacked by Trump and the Alliance (US Military, including other countries) who were on to their evil game, which includes a global pedophile network and the practice of harvesting children, most from China and third world countries, for their adrenochrome. (Adrenochrome is adrenalized blood. It’s a powerful youth elixir used by many Hollywood, political and global elite.) Apparently, a batch of adrenochrome from Wuhan, China was tainted. (Wuhan is a major human trafficking port, and the real reason the Yangtze river was dammed.) The evil plan was hijacked and is being used to expose the criminals.

Have some patience, because a Divine Plan is at play. Most world leaders have capitulated to the Alliance, and the plan is now being used to wake people up to what the globalists had in store for us. It’s important that some of this gets played out … because you can’t just TELL people what’s going on; they will not believe you. You have to SHOW them, you have to help them wake up, as much as possible under their own volition. This is why the craziness must, to an extent, be allowed to play out.

Win the War Before the Majority Even Notices

Trump has already accomplished the critical pieces; he’s already won the war against the deep state / cabal. In fact, recently I learned on Dr. Charlie Ward’s (UK) podcast that Dr. Ward received military intel that we completed the major, critical milestones sometime around the third week of May. Interestingly, mid-April I received an amazing “sign from the Universe” that I shared on my blog on April 17 that humanity has “turned the corner.” And that we can expect Bright Futures on the horizon. In the meantime, what we need to do is “flick the parasites away.” (Read that post here and check out the sign I received.) Anyway, people might have to stand up to their local and state governments but the world war has essentially been won.

Okay. This is a lot to wrap one’s head around, I get it. And it’s extremely upsetting. I mean around 2017 I learned about Pizzagate from David Wilcock’s blog. (Pizzagate is a scandal in Washington D.C. about a pedophilia network operating from a pizza shop.) But it’s only recently, while doing my COVID-19 research, did I learn that it is much, much worse and much more widespread than that. And I learned that many of our Hollywood celebrities, politicians all over the world, and media are involved.

And under the cover of COVID-19, while you and your children were safe at home, work is being done around the world to rescue the children that were at risk and remove the criminals from power. Remove also the structures that put them in power, and eradicate their nefarious plans. In other words, getting the war over and done with, before the majority even realized what happened.

When Will the Nightmare be Over?

When will all this be over? No one knows for sure, because the Divine Plan is fluid. But I can tell you this for sure: the sooner that people wake up, the faster this will be over. Which is one of the messages I emphasized in my books.

In the meantime, I expect more pain, confusion and craziness coming, because that’s what will help wake up the masses. Because when you find yourself in a crisis, when you feel like you’re in deep trouble, you’re more motivated to go within for answers: which is the whole point! So … you strengthen your relationship with your higher self, your connection with God. You begin to receive intuitive guidance. And when you follow through with your intuition, you’ll receive signs and often, helpful synchronicities. This is your confirmation, from God, that you’re on the right track!

Many of us have bigger roles to play. It’s highly likely you have a much bigger role to play. Plus, we’ll learn a lot from this experience and spiritually grow from it. It’s an initiation into the Golden Age, and also how we help bring it about.

The faster people wake up, the faster we’ll be done with the stressful part and on to the next phase, which involves working together to create a Golden Age for humanity. This is why awakening to your contribution to the Golden Age (spiritual awakening category #2 above) is so important. Truthfully, there’s no better time to be alive!